#@$*! &^*%! I am having a BAD day!

GRRRRR! (I realized when I typed that, I was pounding on my key board.)

I'm so mad right now. Not at just one thing, but a couple. It will be alright and everything will resolve itself quickly but for now, I'm just....just...GRRRRR! (There I go again, pounding on my keyboard....because letters on my keyboard SUCK! They're mean, the way they make that snapping sound when pressed. They're doing it on purpose.)

If I had one of those toy Robo-Dogs, I'd drop-kick it into next Tuesday.

If I was an Ultimate Fighter or something, I'd head-butt my opponent...but that'd give me a headache....so nevermind.

You know what they say about 'being so mad, you could spit'. My luck would be that I'd spit...into the wind and it'd come back.

I should go scream into a pillow. Then I'd feel better....
That just made me dizzy.


I hate it when people are like "Sucks to be you...don't let the door hit you on the butt on the way out...". That's the worst.

Retraining yourself not to be passive aggressive really blows. I hate that too.

The letters on my keyboard are still egging me on.

I hate it when people roll over at 2:00 in the morning wrap you up in their arms and say, "Trishelle, I love you so very much" and kiss you passionately when you just want to be mad. Actually, I might kind of like that a little....and just person because if anyone else expressed their sorrow for my discomfort that way, it might be a bit awkward and slightly uncomfortable....then I'd clock 'em in the kisser for waking me up.

I know, I know. I used the words 'butt' and 'suck'. Those were swear words in my house growing up. Maybe that's why they feel so good to use right now.

I don't hate my blog. It does not suck. It's making me feel better.

And I really, really need to snap out of it.

Because people I love need me to be prayerful.

My friend and her sweet preemie baby, my cousin who is Ruby's age and having serious, unexplained seizures, my cousin's wife whose been in the hospital for months, my brother in harm's way and so many others need my focused, faithful prayers, free from the distractions of other frustrations.

I can't allow my anger about stupid, trivial things overcome the positive vibes I'm sending their ways. I just can't because there is so much I can't do to help...but this is the one thing I can do.

I guess the letters on my keyboard aren't that vindictive and people who say 'don't let the door hit you in the butt on the way out' are just trying to give me a heads-up in order to keep me from getting smacked in the caboose.

Either that or their saying my butt is fat.